Jumat, 06 Februari 2015

Goodbye 22 :">


    Leaving my 22 when everything will be alright like Taylor Swift saying, hard but it’s what it is. A whole year will passed by replaced by another newer and older age. Hahaha. I hate aging actually ~ I have no such wow celebration too, in the family especially. There’s no such birthday party and spend much money on it, just a simple traditional “bancaan” event, door to door give the neighbours traditional urap rice and just a simple praying. Growing older, having many kind of friends in puberty age, birthday celebration became part of the social life I have. And I’m getting used to celebrate the birthday things. Happy, crazy and entertaining, those are birthdays in teens age. Time passed by, the number moves to 23. Oh God, this escalates quickly hahaha. The excitement from teenage life changes and decreases.
   Birthday, prayers, and resolutions are the unseparable things to have in the special day. Back to the celebration and the birthday things, giving present and surprises feels really exciting. Till last year.. As I grow older, birthday is just the same day like another day. Different is, the number added in my ages hahaha. Hate being older actually, I change the way I used to think before. Growing old is undeniable, being mature and wise is a choice and a having a young spirit is the coolest thing to have eventhough a person growing old day by day..
   Already in mature age being asked and get bullied for not having life partner that’s the #$%^&* annoying thing. I’m not being nice for this stupid old joke, and not gonna enjoy the bullying for this sensitive matter. Is it really funny making my single status as joke? Is it that entertaining you, engaged people or in a relationship people laughing me? Hey, this is my status and I’m not your laughing stock. And I don’t care about it anymore, not gonna listen any of thoooose old boring joke. Well that’s not funny.. Aku meh ra ngguyu, ra lucu broo~~ I'M BEING RUDE WHEN THE SENSITIVE THINGS COME UP HAHAHA SO SORRY ~ Well, people getting married in young age, having great relationship, preparing for marriage, engaged, having child or anything like that, that’s their choices. I have my own life plan, too. And I don’t think of marriage as running race, who get there first is the winner. People plans, God decides, right?
   Getting my lifetime reduced, being grateful is a must. I’m so lucky having complete family and surrounded by positive people, lovely friends which sometimes turn into assholes, sometimes being angels hahaha.. Thanks for the love I deserve ~ Thanks to Allah I still have time to live until today. There’s so many ups and downs and I still can stand up straight afterall this time. The things I love from birthday are the prayers people give me. Hoping my life longer, happier, being a succesfull woman in carreer, study and loveline, say ameeeeen for all the good prayers. I’m really grateful, ameeen for everything ~
Ready or not my 22 is leaving me.. Welcoming my 23rd age that will be more adventurous after this. Please enjoy life more, be grateful and patient more, being more awesome and grab the love from “the prince who loves hiking” hahahha


Awesome 23 year,
Anggi Restiana Dewi

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