The Forgotten

Watch you leave when I’m about to give

Stay still while time goes by and I can’t kill

The emptiness keeps emerging in my lungs

Walking under the rain holding my breath for getting in the last train

In a cold Sunday, you say you’ll get away

I force myself doing everything to make you think

That you shouldn’t just leave me like this

We both, the mistakeable persons

But, you’re getting in your own way now

While I don’t think It’s not easy

I’m trying but the thing you do is leaving

I’m holding onto you, but you’re up to someone else

We’re up to nothing, I just realize it

I’m just a creep

I have to wake up and leave, being the old me who never wither

Me, the forgotten one who’s trying to live happier

alone ~

Where are you?

It's been a while since the last time I saw you stay on the line
The last time you say you'll disappear for a better lifeplan
The last time you say you'll come to town seeing your relatives and bestfriends
The last time I greet you and get a hai back from you is killing me
The last time I really want to talk to you about many things but you're going offline after that
The last time I tell you my favourite songs and you're agree to give a try listening
The last time you're confused what comes next to do
The last time I get the chance saying something useful for you
The last time I see you, was 2 weeks ago
That was the last time I taste a little disappointment and lost

Where are you?
I have many things to talk to but I couldn't reach you
Where are you?
The weather is getting crazier here and I wanna tell you
Where are you?
I wonder have you listened to the songs I told you
Where are you?
I just don't wanna miss you..

Hope you're doing just fine
And there will be the next time talking to you..

Your penpal,

Welcoming Postcards and Letters

    During the time of waiting the letters and postcards replies that haven't arrived, I keep writing and collecting cards. I don't know when will the letters and postcards arrive to my mailbox. It's sad that it's been more than 5 weeks waiting for them to come. I write another letter to the new penpals and keep getting request for being penpals. I'm happy that I make new friends :D

During my free time, I make the draft for mailing my penpals, cutting and drawing simple things for the letter to be sent. It doesn't matter for me to spend money to accomodate the penpalling kekeke I should manage my financial better for the next time. Been planning for this and that, allocating this and that, hope everything goes well as planned.

this is another outgoing postcards to Germany, Russia and Polland

Ijen, Gili Trawangan, Opor ayam and Ketupat Sayur postcards

Jilolo, Lombok, Toba Lake, Rice Field, Senggigi and Amazing Wakatobi postcards

Bromo, Borobudur, Labuan Bajo, and Nias Warrior, the bottom one is Shanghai :D

    As for those postcards above, I didn't make them on my own. I bought from PATW last week according to Kak Yela information and they arrive safely 3 days after payment :D

Happy penpalling and sending postcards,

Anggi Restiana Dewi

Learning The Language of Germany :D

   Being stuck in this " pre-governmental work" and have free time during my daily work, I used the free time to learn languages I want to learn during high school but didnt get the chance to learn *call it an excuse*. Yes, it's Deutsch, a wellknown German Language. The app I use based on the recommendation is Duolingo and get it installed in my phone too.

   In Duolingo, there are several foreign languages can be learned, such as Spanish, French, Germany, Italian, Portuguese, Dutch, Irish, Danish and Swedish. I begin to learn German and few phase of French, I prefer the Deutsch actually. Since Germany is one of my dream country *haven't gotten the chance to go there until now*. One by one the steps of learning I take, one by one words I'm getting used to know and learn, the listening and active method in duolingo does suit me. Thanks God I found the app, thanks Bunga and all friends who told me to give it a try.

Hope to learn the German language fast and understand it well. May one day I go there, A.S.AP

Ameen,

the one who's dying to go to Germany

Anggi Restiana Dewi

Attending Wedding is not so New thing

   Living in the world for 23 years long my lifestories have moved to the next stage after the graduation and entering worklife. Being the witness of my friends new stage of life coming but hasn't stepped my own steps ahead. One by one, for sure being left by my dearest friends to make a vow with the husband/wife for spending the rest of their life together. Attending wedding may seems new and unfamiliar for me years ago. Attending wedding is kind of unwanted thing for me.

   Having received tons of invitations, atteding one to another weddings gives it's sense of addictive to me. Hahaha Believe it or not, I will be busy deciding the attire to come. I'll come to the wedding as long as I can afford that. The adultery stage that nowadays changes me, I'm not being the same like I used to before. I was too boyish to wear those pretty and cute wearings, hate pink and careless for my own body. Now that I've reached the age of 20 something, attending wedding is not so new thing to me.

the lattest wedding I attend, mas Toriq and mbak Zizah

What's so new is when will my wedding be?

Hahaha *please don't ask this*

I'll send invitation when I am fully grown and ready

With love Anggi

The Nature of Hometown

   There's so many advantages for living in the countryside, and for my case it's quite good that there's some good spots to visit in my hometown, Grabag, a part of Magelang Regency in Central Java province. I will only talk about good things of living here kekeke.

   In Grabag, there are several tourism object you can visit, such as Andong Mount (if you prefer to camp it's good enough for beginners), Mangli pine forest near Andong, Sekarlangit waterfall, Bleder lake, and Candi Umbul public hotspring bath area. Those aren't really famous places, but lately Andong Mount gains its popularity for camp and Sekarlangit for the good sightseeing near the waterfall.

Bleder lake

gorgeous view from Andong

Sekarlangit waterfall

Candi Umbul hotspring

this stunning view from Andong peak

Mangli pine forest

There's one thing I hate from some irresponsible visitors, the mark they leave after visiting a place, gravity, and such vandalism so disappointing. Starting from ourselves, being responsible to the nature's existence is the thing we can do for maintaining its existance from extinct.

Anggi Restiana Dewi

Dear @zeetriesta

Hai Zee, apa kabarmu kini?
Sudahkah ada lagi kabar dari laki - laki yang selama ini kaunanti?
Semoga segera ada kabar baik kudengar setelah ini
Membaca surat cintamu di blog poscinta, aku merasa seakan berkaca
pada kisah yang kualami juga
Berkenalan dengan seorang laki - laki yang kini entah dimana dan seperti apa keadaannya
Laki - laki yang membuatku sering lupa dengan siapa diriku sebenarnya
Laki - laki yang kehadirannya begitu dinanti
Yang setengah mati membuat penasaran tapi kini tak ada lagi kabarnya
Semangat @zeetriesta, menunggu memang tak mengenakkan
Apalagi seseorang yang kita tak tahu kembalinya kapan
Semoga semua suratmu segera terkirim padanya
dan kalian segera dipertemukan,
Karena harapanku pada kisahku pun sama adanya,

dari seseorang yang bernasib sama,
Anggi Restiana

Surat Untuk Si Tampan

Si tampan, namanya, laki - laki yang keTimur tengah-an parasnya
Tutur katanya santun, nyaris tiada cela
Pandangannya selalu tertunduk ketika bertegur sapa
Suaranya teramat lirih, nyaris tak terdengar olehku,
beda sekali dengan suaraku yang nyaris memekakkan gendang telinga
Dia terlihat datar, tapi berpapasan saja sudah membuat jantungku nyaris pindah dari letaknya
Aku lupa caranya menjadi diriku sendiri
Aku lupa terlihat normal di depannya
Selalu salah tingkah dan merah padam karena malu bertemu
Selalu membuat diri sendiri malu
Selalu bingung antara senang atau sedih bertemu

Sudah sekian bulan aku tak melihat si tampan di sekitarku
Dia hidup di daratan seberang pulau itu
Dia ada ribuan kilometer jauhnya dari tanah ku berpijak
Dia yang kabarnya kini tak pernah ku tahu
Dia yang sempat menjadi moodbooster dan moodbreakerku
Hai tampan, semoga kau bahagia selalu ~

dari wanita butiran debu..
yang tak lelahnya mendoakanmu..

Untuk Surat yang Tak Kunjung Sampai

Hai surat dari negara tetangga jauh,
sudah hampir dua bulan kehadiranmu kunanti
Siang sore malam, berharap pak pos sebelah rumah mengetuk mengantarkanmu
yang sudah sekian bulan lamanya tak kunjung datang
Apakah engkau masih di perjalanan?
Adakah halangan sehingga kau tak kunjung sampai di tangan?
Adakah yang menghalangimu bertemu denganku di ujung jalan
Aku penasaran, dia bilang suratnya sudah sekian bulandi perjalanan
Dia bilang sudah sejak awal bulan lalu dia kirimkan balasan
Hai surat balasan, semoga engkau aman
dari tangan jahil yang bisa menghalangimu sampai di tujuan
Hai surat balasan dari negeri seberang,
semoga engkau segera di tangan beberapa hari ke depan..

Sekian,
dari seseorang yang kadung menumbuhkan harapan

Why I'm Addicted to "Abnormal Summit"

 
Unlike another Korean variety shows that cast the artist-centered programs, this one is far different from others. The format panel of 11 men and 3 MC as host in the program gives us new sense of humor. Their way of talking Korean fluently, as for the 11 men aren't Korean (comes from different foreign countries) interest me even more. There are some reasons that makes me fall for this insanely funny variety show.

1. The members come from 11 different countries and have various personalities. They are :

Enes Kaya (Turkey), Julian Quintart (Belgium), Robin Deiana (France), Daniel Snoeks (Australia), Takuya (Japan), Sam Okyere (Ghana), Gillaume Patry(Canada), Alberto Mondi (Italy), James Hopper (U.K), Zhang Yuan (China), and Tayler (USA).

cute Robin

   To be said actually I get disappointed for Enes leaving due to the scandal that ruins his name. He's one of my favs member along with Julian, Robin and Daniel. Before him, there's James who has to leave for continuing his study after episode 4 and the replacement is another Daniel from Germany who comes with his liberality mindset. Then there's another leaving of Daniel Snoeks that breaks me too. But the show must go on, and here they come the replacement for the empty seats and make change for the name G11 to G12, Ilya Belyakov (Rusia), Blair Williams (Australia), and Sujan Shaki (Nepal). 

2. This isn't artist-center show, this is G11 center

   There are Korean stars come to this show as Korean representative. But they aren't the center of this show. The G11 is the centre of the show. They will debate the topic brought by the representative with funny way and their pure argument. Hahaha It's good to see how Enes the conservative debate with Julian (the guy who spits alot), Robin and Zhang Yuan who's lacking in Korean, Gerniel in liberally way, Takuya with his slender hands, Ausniel with his tattoos, Gillaume who loves beef, Sam with his witty act and Alberto, Tyler with the wise thoughts. They are debating the abnormalities during the 70 minutes show and it makes me laugh hard everytime these guys are debating their own way.

Julian, Enes, Robin and Daniel, my favs

Robin, Daniel

Daniel Snoeks

Enes ~

Robin, Gerniel and Ausniel

Enes, Sam, Zhang, and Alberto

Robin Julian and Takuya

Robin Julian and Snoeks

Enes and Robin

Julian Sam and Daniel

3. The hit topic and point of Views

    Can't believe eleven foreigner men talking about Korean culture and daily life according to some certain topics. This may inform people not only in Korea but all over the world. While the topic are being discussed by this 20-30 something years old men, I'm busy laughing my ass off. Hahaha I'm sorry, I just love this show. It's cute seeing they bully each other, Julian for his parents pension, Enes for the Turkey proverbs, Zhang Yuan and Robin for the poor Korean and many things that makes me addicted to watch the show. There are common topic being discussed like cohabitation, same sex-marriage, living in Seoul, living with parents until late 30's, carrers, different culture and views from the 11 countries. It's just funny watching the show.

the panel

4. Special performance 

   There are some episodes that provides performance during the show, for example the Chuseok day, Christmas day and the competition for checking the members's health. IT's interesting to see the trio of Julian, Robin and Ausniel singing the song and dance. That was my favourite part ~

5. There will always laughter during the show

   Witty, spontanieous and crazy, the points of view of 11 20-30's men debating in a panel is pretty interesting. I can never go bed early when I'm still into the show. It's a little late but I finally finished watching the show until episode 16, plus 24, and 28. hahaha I get disappointed once when there's the rumor of Enes spreaded like disease. Stay strong Enes Kaya :">

 

kyaaa

 

6. There will never be empty seats

   One goes, one comes, thats the rule. Although sometimes it's my fav member who's absent, at least there's replacement for the empty space that creates new atmosphere to the show. Above all, I love the former 11 members more than the new G-12. 

the member helps Cross Gene promote the album

While waiting for my work placement, having watched this variety till 20's episodes and get heartbreak of some member leaving, Abnormal Summit has succesfully grab my attention and heart. Hahahaha Happy watching ~~

some infos taken from : kultscene.com and 

abnormalsummit.worpress.com

Untuk Wanita yang Selalu Sendiri

Kepada si wanita muda, yang usianya sudah sampai di angka dua puluh tiga
Kesendirian adalah teman setianya hingga kini
Tak pernah ada laki - laki yang singgah lama di hidupnya,
hanya mampir, menghabiskan momen bersama dan berlalu tanpa jeda
Keengganannya membuka diri karena kegagalan yang selama ini membuatnya menjauh dari lelaki
Enggan dekat dan tak acuh karena sudah terlalu nyaman sendiri
Hanya Tuhan yang tau di mana laki - laki yang akan jadi penggenap imannya berada

Hai wanita yang selalu sendiri,
tidakkah engkau lelah melalui sebagian waktumu seperti ini?
Tidakkah engkau gerah terus menerus ditanya kapan menikah?
Tidakkah engkau tergerak untuk segera melepas masa lajangmu seperti kebanyakan wanita seusiamu?
Tidakkan engkau kehilangan satu persatu temanmu yang mulai masuk ke fase hidup baru?
Tidakkah engkau kesepian seperti ini setiap waktu?
Tidakkah kau ingin mengakhiri kesendirianmu?

Aku tahu, sebenarnya engkau lelah dan sudah menyerah
Tapi ingatlah, kau punya Tuhan yang sudah mengatur garis hidupmu di tangan-Nya
Yang perlu engkau lakukan hanyalah mendekat dan memohon kesegeraan dipertemukan dengan lelaki impianmu
Sudahlah, lupakan sakit hati dan jengah dari semua yang lalu
Hidupmu tidak semenyedihkan itu
Berbenah diri dan bukalah hatimu,
Semoga dia yang kaucari segera bisa kautemu
Yang terbaik dari usahamu dan kejutan dari rencana Tuhan yang terduga yang kelak akan membawamu padanya, laki - laki penggenap takdirmu.

Yang selalu mendoakanmu,
sisi lain dari dirimu,

Untukmu yang Meninggalkan Masa Lajang

Kelajangan yang lama kauakrabi, kini telah kaulewati sempurna dengan pernikahan maha indah seperti impimu dulu
Datanglah dia wanita cantik pujaan hatimu dengan senyumnya yang menawan penuh pesona
Bersanding kalian di pelaminan, duduk bersandingan
Kita bertemu di pelaminan, sebagai mempelai dan tamu undangan
Senyummu terkembang dan bahagia, seakan tak ada lagi hal lain yang kauinginkan selain berada di hari istimewamu
Setelah hari ini semua akan berbeda
Tak ada lagi canda tawa dan ocehan payah kita bersama di kala bosan
Tak ada lagi pergi tanpa tujuan jelas dan berakhir hujan hujanan
Tak ada lagi semua yang pernah kita lakukan bersama di waktu dulu
Semua sudah berlalu, hanya bisa dikenang tak mungkin diulang

Pada akhirnya kita hanyalah dua orang yang garis hidupnya pernah saling bersinggungan
Hanya bertemu di satu titik dan berlanjut ke titik yang berbeda
Aku bersyukur pernah menemukanmu di masa lalu, meskipun melupakanmu tak akan semudah itu
Doaku agar kalian selalu bahagia
Aku bersyukur pernah masuk di cerita hidupmu sebelumnya
Terimakasih pernah singgah dan memberikanku pelajaran hidup

Yang pernah khilaf dan kautinggalkan,
Dewi

Dear Mr Faraway from my Land

There's a time when I can fall for a stranger, 
a man from faraway distance outside my country
so far away from the reach of my hand..
I don't even know him in real life, just a virtual life we used to share
I call him Mr. Faraway from my Land
I'm dying to come seeing you there,
I wonder how the snow falls in your land,
how the spring makes your day,
how the lovely summer burn your skin,
how the autumn make the leaves fall around the neighbourhood..
I wonder when I can taste the sense of living in that faraway place someday
I have only two seasons here, rainy and dry season..
I'm just brown, wanna taste the four seasons in life cause I don't have ones..

Dear Mr. Faraway from my land,
would you like to guide me visiting places around there?
I promise you I'll do the same If you come here..
I can take you to nice places, pieces of heaven falls on eath called Indonesia..
I can spare most of my time when you come..
I'd like you to know, that visiting your faraway place is my dream since I was kid..
I hope it will be soon, to seeing you as I wish ..


Regards,
someone faraway from your land

Sebentuk Kecewa Di Pojokan Desa

   Halo bosse, apakabarmu? Senang sekali rasanya punya kesempatan bergabung di projectmu yang bisa jadi bahan curhat colonganku akhir - akhir ini. Ya walaupun telat dan sering inspirasi dan koneksi internetku ngadat. Alhamdulillah sempet ngirim beberapa surat.
   Terimakasih banyak untuk bosse dan pak Pos Cinta yang pernah sekali ngeretweet postingan suratku. Susah sekali ya biar suratnya kepilih di blog Pos Cinta *nyumbang tulisan telat dan belum seberapa*  hehehe . Oiya bosse, sebenarnya ada satu surat yang pengiiiin banget kukirim ke benua seberang gara - gara seorang yang sekarang entah bagaimana kabarnya. Coba ada duit, beli tiket langsung ngacir kusamperin ke sana. Akhir - akhir ini cuma bisa bertanya - tanya dan penasaran sendiri. Ah, butuh banget bantuan Pak Pos buat nganter surat ke sana. 
   Oiya, untuk undangan gathering yang sangat menggiurkannya kenapa harus Bandung bosse. Terlampau jauh dari rumah dan kondisi kantong yang sedang kering kerontang ini sepertinya tak memungkinkanku bergabung. Padahal ini kesempatan bisa bertemu dengan para pujangga penulis surat cinta dari seluruh pelosok negeri #tsaah. Coba gathering di Jogja, bisalah eke gabung bareng semuanya walaupun agak jauh tapi masi bisa diusahakan.
   Aku titip salam aja ya buat bosse, para tukang pos dan semuanya. Seandainya aku punya sayap sih tinggal terbang sampe Bandung. Sayang sekali cuma bisa gigit kuku dan ndeprok di pojokan kamar..

Salam penuh cinta dan kecewa dari pojok kamar di sebuah desa,

Anggi Restiana

Untuk Ibu Yang Pernah Menangis Karenaku

Mengandung Sembilan bulan, melahirkan dan kesakitan mempertaruhkan nyawa

Membesarkanku di sela kesibukan mencari uang

Ternyata hal itu tak terlalu membuat ibuku kepayahan

Sampai datang waktu di usia kesepuluhku, bocah yang masih lugu celaka karena terlalu inginnya membantu ibu

Semua harta habis karenanya, semua waktunya dihabiskan di ranjang pesakitan rumah sakit

Semua orang menyalahkan ibu,

Semua mengatakannya ceroboh meninggalkanku sendiri di rumah kala itu

Semua mencecarnya

Tapi hanya dia yang kuat selalu merawatku,

Memapahku, mengurus segala keperluan gadis sekarat yang nyaris kehilangan semangat hidup

Dia satu – satunya yang tak pernah sekalipun pingsan masuk ke ruang perawatanku

Dia yang terlihat tegar, tak pernah mengeluh

Tapi menangis paling keras dalam sujud saat aku tertidur

Memohon kesembuhan anaknya yang terlalu lama terbaring di ranjang tanpa daya

Dia yang menangis karenaku,

Maafkan aku Ibu karena pernah membuatmu menangis terlampau keras

Aku berjanji akan membuatmu tersenyum lebih sering

Anakmu

Merhaba, M

It’s just a month I get the chance to know you, a very short time before your disappearance

You’re one straight guy I found between thousands pervs there,

One of my penpals I love talking to, almost about everything

Although we may have several differences, and you’re a bit conservative

You’re still one guy I get to talk about many things

I’m an Indonesian, and youre a Turkish,

Our distance separated by the ocean and continent, thousand miles away

The excitement keeps coming when I see you on the line

It’s good to know what you’re up to and the dream you’re building

I know that feeling when you’re studying the things you never imagined before

We’re on the same boat at that stage,

I know you don’t have a dream to be an engineer but finished studying it well..

I know you’re studying the English to take the license,

I know you’re dying to be a pilot,,

I know you’re going to be busier and disappear soon

I am really happy you greet me in Indonesian language,

I am excited about you wanting to travel around

Now I don’t know where you’re, what you’re up to and it drives me insane

Just wanna wish you a great life,

I’m grateful to know you although it was a while

Do well, live well, and always be happy there

Merhaba M, I hope you’re doing fine..

Regards,

A faraway person you used to talk to

To The Ones Who Loves Rain

There’s this kind of person does exist in the world

When others are rushing and the mood is ruined, they find themselves different

There’ s something calm them inside

The peaceful feeling got hearing the sound of rain falling

To the ones who loves rain, it’s not shameful loving the condition when everyone’s mood is dropping

People have their own preferences, so do we

Loving this calming rain isn’t a sin

We’re being uniques just the way we are,

The ideas that keep popping in our head during rainy days, the mood of wanting to do more things while the outside is raining..

I know that feeling,

I’m just the one who love rain too

 

Anggi R. Dewi

Half Good News from Turkey

   Saturday morning jump out the bed, and put on my face on. It was a happy thing to hear the news from Gizem. My postcard has arrived in Turkey, but it was just a half good thing to hear since it's condition a bit damaged due to the travelling postcard through such a faraway distance. It's happy and sad the same time.. Anyway, I havent gotten any cards they sent me. Should be more patient to wait. And I hope very soooon I
could come to Turkey :D

  Smilling Saturday while having breakfast,
Anggi

Stunning Germany

stunning light in Berlin

     Germany, with its stunning image always be one of the countries I've been fall for since I was kid. Although many people say that German people are stern and too straight when talking, that doesnt change the fact I wanna live there someday. Hahaha Not because I don't love my own country but I wanna taste the sense of living abroad xD for study ~

Berlin

source : jalan2liburan.com

Neuschwanstein Castil in Germany

May I go there sooooon.. Ameeen~

Source : jalan2liburan.com , wherecoolthingshappen.com

Thankyou for The Belated Things

   4 days after my birthday, there comes these girls of mine who bring me present. I'm really happy, being 23 doesnt mean stop getting present hehehe. Thankyou my girls, geng 533 for the belated present I'm looking for lately, a black peplum for attending the wedding by the end of this week. I'd love to wear it soon,

With love

Anggi Restiana Dewi

Things that Will Make You Come Back to Dieng

    The great view and good destination to visit when you're going to Dieng are the things that will make you come back there, again and again. Dieng is the highest village in Java, thats why its called " negeri di atas awan" in Indonesia. Many great spot you can come to when going to Dieng. They are Telaga Warna, Kawah Sikidang, Sikunir hill and Prau mount to see the sunrise, Candi Arjuna, worth for visit.  

1. Sikunir and Prau

    Sikunir is the best spot for seeing sunrise in Dieng, this leads the venue being too crowded nowadays. Even when I went there at weekend, going up or down we have to get in line to walk then. Ommo, If you really wanna go there, just go in weekdays. But the sunrise is pretty good and amazing. Same with Sikunir, the mount located in Patakbanteng has great sunrise view too. Yap, thats Prau Mount.

this is Sikunir hill, thats me and my solo travelling pals

 

 

hello Prau

2. Telaga Warna

    This colourful lake called Telaga Warna is the unique lake with the colour changes everytime. Sometimes blue, green, yellow or even pink, are the colour of this Telaga Warna. The sulphure that causes this phenomena. Worth for visiting!

3. Candi Arjuna

    This is the cool place to visit, you can walk in the grass and feels calm of the watery grass. The temperature is pretty cold, wearing jacket would be better when you go there. And there's a bunch of Teletubbies acting cute seeking for your attention to take pictures with them.

4. Kawah Sikidang

    This sulphurous place worth to visit. The holes in this Sikidang move randomly, so we should be careful going in there. 

 

Anggi Restiana Dewi