Marriage?

   Speaking of when will I get married, I recently become brave enough to say when will the average age I'm going to get married hehehe.. It takes courage to make a decision and put it in my lifeplan you know, as I got disappointed of what marriage was. I was just a kid who wouldnt care abt marriage, kept thinking that marriage will only multiply two persons's problem become one.. Hahaha

Growing older and seeing my friends are getting married, oh I'm already 22..As I remember this, I have to rearrange whats on my mind. I will not ready to grow old alone, stay single until I die. Oh no I dont want it. But everytime I think about marriage, and how old I am now I feel so scared of that thing. I'm still young, I still have to do many things..

   Love will find a way eventually, and I'm just in this state doing what I want, going where I want, meet the people I wanna see. It's good being in this age, 22 is wonderful. I still can play around, but it gonna be scary too anyway. I will grow older, have to work and being an adult who will have different kind of my life before.

I wonder how I can find a good pair for me, when where how and who hahaha..

Is it the person I used to go with, or the person, new person who makes my heart flutter? I dont know and can't imagine who is the one. Hahaha.. The thing is, I wanna find the best of the best, so I dont regret my choice then. I wanna have a wonderful and great couple then. I like a guy with good smile, friendly and calm face, higher than me and kind. Is it you, that guy, or this guy? Who knows? Time will show me who ~ And I'm waiting for you in around my 26th Hahahaha