Dear my future husband

These are 10 reasons that will make you leave me :

  1.       I’m not that girly

Phisically and my behaviors, I’m not that girly. Remembering how I spend all my life being a boyish kind, you may see my ungirly side. I am still learning to be a better and waaay more woman. If you don’t like me for not being girly, you may leave me sooner. I don’t have perfect body like others. I don’t have skin as soft as satin, white as snow and body care like others. I have keloid and scars everywhere. You might runaway from me after knowing this hahaha

  2.       I am not ordinary

I never date any guy. I never want to get in relationship If its not the guy I want. I fall easily, lose my feeling easily too. I act rude and show my true self to the person I’m close to.

  3.       I’m unstable

Having unstable emotion, I get mad easily, being too happy or sad , jealous over small things easily. I am rude, say all the things in mind without hesitant. I may look sad, or too happy, showing my real mind and can be read over my eyes. If I did wrong and get on your nerves, you may lose your patience and leave..

  4.       I’m not a princess alike

I wasn’t born in rich neigbourhood. I live the way I am, the environment that shape me strong and uncare over small things. The more I learn, I want to become more human and act soft.

  5.       I am too brazen and picky

When I don’t like a thing I won’t say nice things. When I get angry I show how cruel my temper. I may kick your ass, slap you or pull your head upside down. You may see me as a ridiculous girl and stay away. For my love line that always gone suck, the reason was because I’m too picky. I’m sorry..

  6.       I can’t stay for too long

I am the type who’s not patient enough to wait. Even for the guy I like. It’s getting on my nerves, and sorry dear If I get angry and leave you that easy. I may be called player although I never get in relationship. I fall and lose my feeling so easily, it was the reason why I jump over guys easily. That’s just the disease that can only be cured by you :”

  7.       I was the girl who can’t be moved

Knowing me, hearing how things get complicated in me because I was failed moving on from the previous story can bring you away from me. You may give that label to me too. If you believe, I only need you to completely move me from my previous suck love stories. If you don’t believe, then you gotta leave..

  8.       I might turn out to be possessive

When I can get really close to you, even I haven’t become your girl I’m sorry that I might turn out to be scary monster called possessive. I am just afraid that you’ll leave me like the previous guy did to me.

  9.       I am careless

Got my head hit the wall,door, or fall down in crowded area. I may be the shameful girl in front of everyone. If you’re not going to ruin your life then you’ll stay away from me hahaha

  10.   A  sleepaholic one and coffe addict

If you ask me one of the reason I was left behind, it’s the sleeping habit. When I get bored, I sleep. When I feel like sleeping, I’ll sleep, wherever,whatever, whenever. Guys might lose feeling towards me who have this kind of habit. I love sleeping, I’m sorry. And another addict I have is to coffe, sorry for not being able to stay away from this thing..

I believe that every girl was born with her own beauty, include me. Despite the things I do and the path I choose, I’m also a girl who was born with my own beauty. Like me or hate me, you choose. Life isn’t about make everyone loves you, it’s about being the best of you no matter how hard life be.

As for me, I don’t care for the label people give me, I live the way God has bring me..Dear my future husband, these are 10 ridiculous fact about me that you should know completely..Sorry and thanks

Sincerely,

Anggi