Here I am, in the state, in the edge of my glorious youth when most of the girls no I mean ladies in my age are getting married. I feel left behind at first, but lately I start to understand that getting married isn't as simple as it seems. It takes huge responsibilities after the celebration, bigger responsibilities and everything that follows. Talking about the responsibilities, I am the one who's not ready yet to have that kind in my 22. I need to be settled in every way so I can carry the heavy weight of marriage in such easy way :"
Anyway, getting married isn't like running competition who run faster is better. Not all people meet her/his soulmate/lover/destined one in the beginning of 20's, we can never know when you will meet your one and only #tsaah. Hahaha Don't rush in marriage anyway, for me it has to be this way, alone is better anyway. Rushing marriage for me won't be good enough, I'm still a girl in unwell state, I dont wanna meet the same qualification as mine, so I dont have to worry about everyone I know's getting married. Be better, make self improvement, travel more, learn more, make friends more since I'm still young hmm. It's okay I will try as much as I can, I know many things I left ruined need to be repaired, my priorities and lifeplan as well. Here I am, when everyone I know is getting married/pregnant, I'm just getting more awesome ~
Please remind me everyone, when I start to ruin myself one more time~
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