Selasa, 11 Maret 2014

Being grateful

Being grateful sometimes hard, no.. not sometimes but most of the times..
Most of times you compare yourself to your friends who have run more than you, that “I’m so small compare to him/her” feeling come and ruin your happiness..
Why cant I get the chance that they get to go there and there?
Why can’t I get the school I’m craving for since I was kid?
Why can’t I get the chance to improve my abilities and get that scholarship?
Rather than comparing myself to them, being grateful for what I’m now is better..
Reasonable, hard to do, a little harming but I have to..
I am 22, most of my friends already travel abroad joining this and that internship and I am in this state of waiting the government to place me in their system..
During the waiting, at least I’m not staying home and being a lazy butt who can only sleep, eat and play around..
I’m looking for a job, get it and work in a private sector..
I have to do many things for the rest of my life so I wont have regrets anymore..
I get chances I am not even imagine, new experience working with various kind of people, going to Riau alone holding the meeting and helping them making financial report,
And now I get the chance to help my senior for auditing private companies..
Many things I get to learn..
How can’t I be grateful?
To be honest, this 20’s bring me many things I learn for my life..
I’m learning to be more grateful each day ,
I only life once, I have to rearrange my messed lifeplans from now on..
A sudden writing in a very cold morning, 29th floor at 88 Tower Kasablanka
Anggi Restiana Dewi

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