The Guy Who Made Me Wait (⌣́_⌣̀)

He’s anoying,cold,and cruel..

But…

He’s the one I fall for..

The one I really hope I can be with..

Why am I becoming like this?

I don’t know why I am becoming like this..

The only thing I know is that

I fall for this guy..

This jerk who made me fall so deep..

I don’t hope he know ..

But,he’s already knew that..

He stays quiet,without any response..

The most desperating things are;

Ignorance he always gave me

Never consider my existence..

I don’t really know what’s on his mind actually..

Why is he becoming that cold?

It’s been 2 years since this feeling grew..

He’s the one that made me move on from the previous love..

He’s the one whose smile I like the most..

He’s the one whom I fell in love to..

He’s the only guy I can’t get closer..until now..

He’s the only one I desperately fall for..

He’s the ONE..

They say I should move on..

This life should go on,even we’re not in the same class anymore..

Sometimes I wish God,.please remove this feeling..

I’m the one who’s hurting..

I’m the one who’s waiting

I’m the one who’s left behind..

I’m the one who can’t be moved..

Why am I becoming like this again?

Everytime I see you my heart aches like hell..

It hurts,it iritates me everytime I see you and couldn’t talk to you..

I have to move on..

I said that..

I did that..

It’s okay as long as I don’t see you..

But,everytime I see you my tears break down and fall so hard..

I’m crying over you..

You..

God,please heal my wound..

God,please tell him..

I should be strong..

I should go on..

Whisper to him that I’m still waiting..

Sincerely,

Desperate me..