The Guy Who Made Me Wait (⌣́_⌣̀)

He’s anoying,cold,and cruel..

But…

He’s the one I fall for..

The one I really hope I can be with..

Why am I becoming like this?

I don’t know why I am becoming like this..

The only thing I know is that

I fall for this guy..

This jerk who made me fall so deep..

I don’t hope he know ..

But,he’s already knew that..

He stays quiet,without any response..

The most desperating things are;

Ignorance he always gave me

Never consider my existence..

I don’t really know what’s on his mind actually..

Why is he becoming that cold?

It’s been 2 years since this feeling grew..

He’s the one that made me move on from the previous love..

He’s the one whose smile I like the most..

He’s the one whom I fell in love to..

He’s the only guy I can’t get closer..until now..

He’s the only one I desperately fall for..

He’s the ONE..

They say I should move on..

This life should go on,even we’re not in the same class anymore..

Sometimes I wish God,.please remove this feeling..

I’m the one who’s hurting..

I’m the one who’s waiting

I’m the one who’s left behind..

I’m the one who can’t be moved..

Why am I becoming like this again?

Everytime I see you my heart aches like hell..

It hurts,it iritates me everytime I see you and couldn’t talk to you..

I have to move on..

I said that..

I did that..

It’s okay as long as I don’t see you..

But,everytime I see you my tears break down and fall so hard..

I’m crying over you..

You..

God,please heal my wound..

God,please tell him..

I should be strong..

I should go on..

Whisper to him that I’m still waiting..

Sincerely,

Desperate me..

Counting Days to Go

Counting Days to go…

1,2,3 or more days I’ll be moving to a new place
That day will be the end of our story then
I don’t know If I’m gonna meet you someday
I go,I move on and I leave for a new life
Thanks for all beautiful memories  I’ve ever had with you
Now It’s time to live a new life without you inside
I know it will be a very hard life
But,I’m trying..
Not to let  those memories fade away..
I just wanna keep them alive,without hurting me more like before
Semoga kehidupan baru setelah aku kembali ke Bintaro menjadi lebih baik
Berharap akan ada banyak kebahagiaan dan senyum
Selamat datang Bintaro,..
kelas baru..teman baru …
Sabtu kita kan bertemu..
Yang lalu biar berlalu,boleh dikenang tapi jangan segalau dulu..
Hidup terus berlanjut..
Semoga ada semangat baru yang bisa kutemukan..
Obat galau dan bisa menjadi penyemangatku ^^
Goodbye.. Yuza

Sesaat setelah kelas baru diumumkan aku merasa masih nggak bisa menerimanya..
Tak tahu kenapa,.tapi aku mencoba karena itulah adanya
#awal semester 3