That One That Got Away Thing is You..

"The One That Got Away"

Summer after high school when we first met
We made out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price




    That the one that got away song is being played in my playlist now.I'm crying remembering you're the one who was always that adorable in my eyes.That moving on thing keeps me confused and unfocused.
"You have to move on,wi.Don't stay stuck on a guy like him.He's not just into you." I always remember how many people around me said.My friends,they didn't want me to get hurt because of that desperating love thing.
Hahaha..I laugh everytime I remember how stupid I was,being the girl who can't be moved person like in The Script song "The Man Who Can't Be Moved"
I was the most desperate and hubbub girl before.Besides,I was a cheerful girl so it could cover my desperate feeling.Hmm..
   Years ago,one by one people around me realized I had fallen for him,the desperating person.Let's call him Rama.We're just strangers..Totally strangers because of that kinda bullying thing.Hwaaaaa I couldn't get closer to Rama..He ignored me .Huhuhu we were so abnormally communicated.I just wanted to be friends but he kept ignoring me..
Nowadays that boring feeling comes.I'm tired living a desperating love story like this.God,give me a clear explanation about this stuck story.Let me remember him,not falling for him again.I wanna get a happier feeling for the new person I'm still looking for.
Don't care if it's him or not.This song keeps me remembering,not to fall for this kind of this guy again.But,to remind me that once in a lifetime I've fallen for him..The One That Got Away :")

This is a saygoodbye writing for you,Rama..

#a song from Dewi to Rama

Tax Got Tallent

   Sayang sekali pas audisinya nggak ikut,sekalinya ikut final langsung disuruh nyanyi..Feeling depressed seriously.Masih nggak enak banget sama anak kelas..Setelah ditroll dan diforsir latihan flasmob,nyanyi segala macem paket lengkap kami tampil hari Minggu,20 Mei 2012..Sebulan yang lalu :D

Ini broken love nya,walaupun ga lengkap kami foto :D

Nah ceritanya kami sempet dibikin naik pitam gara- gara udah di deket stage dan penampilan kami diundur - undur.Sampe RAN pun mendahului kami tampil..Ditambah hujan berkali - kali datang..Hiks sedih penonton langsung bubar jalan kan ya.Dindur selama 5 jam??Nangis bombay,bete,kesel,keluar tanduk sampe mau ngamuk - ngamuk rasanya.
   Alhamdulillah kami tampil juga ya Allah,. #terharu
Didahului penampilan band performance dengan model - model videoklip ala 2B..Band nya pake kostum batik di atas panggung,aku nyanyi sama Well,Yona,Singgih sama Yoga,Yovi yeaaay..Si Ojan jadi peri cinta kisahnya Yana sama Ayu di lagu performance kelas kami.Sampe dikejar kejar anak Stapala yang kebetulan nonton kami secara nggak sengaja.haha
After all kami total sekali,aku senang semua selesai.Walaupun nggak menang,perasaan campuraduk nggak karuan.Selesai sudah semuanya hahahaha ditutup flasmob kami berjoget riang gembira :D

ini cewe2 foto narsis dengan muka udah capek heuheu

ini aku hahaha lagi senyum :3

ini pakdhe Marto basis,si vokalis Well Sianturi,sama Singgih gitaris

Ini Dia Cerita Makrab kelasku 2B Tercinta

Setelah kesedihan berlarut karena kelas 1J dulu gagal makrab,alhamdulillah wasyukurillah kelas 2B ku makrab.Nyanayanaya Ujung Genteng pula :3
Sebelum makrab sempet hampir ga boleh gara- gara bimbingan mabim caving ngga bisa bisa,nyangkut di zumar lah,gelantungan di tali dan bikin bete kadiv yang notabene adalah temen sekelasku..
Lalalalala berangkat makrab dari Bintaro jam 12 malem setelah sebelumnya numpang pipis di Lawson wkwkwkwk..Pekok,biarin..

     Kami dibagi kelompok buat games2

Ini dia kelompokku..Taraaaa,ada aku,Indri,Bagus,Ojan,Alfan.tapitapi sayaaang deh kalah

Ini foto kami loncat di pantai biru baguuuus.Kyaaaa ujung Genteeeng :3

Ini persiapan pas games niup balon segalam macem,seneng deh xD

Ini foto kami semua melompat riang gembira ke awan awan hehe..

Walaupun ada 4 orang ga ikut makrab,tapi seruuu tetep.Sayang kami ngga ke Penyu hiks,gagal padahal jalan jauh sampe si Ojan ngambek..

Malem ada award segala macem dan truth or dare.Sialnya aku kena.Nyanyanya disuruh nyebutin cowo terganteng di kelas..My goood =..=
Aku dapet 2 award lhoo,terlambat dan terlelap.hahahha harusnya ada lagi,tergalau.kekekeke

Ini dia terlambat versi 2B,aneh banget aku lagi gini fotonya =..=

Menang terlelapnya 2B ekekeke,emang tukang tidur sih..wkwkwkwk

Ini aku disuruh ngasih awardnya lho,gara2 si Ojan senior Stapala ku =='

gagal ke Penyu hiks sediiiih T__T

We're in Paradise lallala pantainya baguuuus :3

Narsis dong aku sendiri foto hahahahha

Pokoknya makrab kami menyenangkan dan bahagia.Pengen makrab lagi aaaaaaaaa :")

5th February - The Meaning Of My Birthday (ಥ ̯ ಥ)

Ulang tahun bukan soal bertambah tua..
Bukan pula soal bertambahnya angka umur..
Ini semua tentang doa,dimana hari ini aku lahir ke dunia dua puluh tahun lalu..
Aku lahir dengan segala cinta kasih mereka..
Ayah dan Bundaa...
Orang yang selalu mengharapkan kebahagiaan dan limpahan rahmat - Nya untukku senantiasa..

Bersamaan dengan Maulid Nabi Muhammad SAW hari ini aku panjatkan doa
Ya Allah biarkan aku bahagia..
Biarkan aku menggapai keinginan2 yang belum sempat terwujud..
Biarkan aku memiliki masa muda yang ceria dan penuh tawa
karena keluarga,sahabat dan semua orang yang mengasihiku..
Jangan biarkan aku sedih karena takdir yang belum aku tau pastinya..

Jangan biarkan aku memikirkannya..
Laki2 yang entah aku tak tahu isi pikirannya..
Biarkan aku menjalani masa muda yang masih penuh kelabilan ini dengan apa adanya
Terimakasih atas waktu hidup yang Engkau berikan untukku Ya Allah..
Semoga aku jadi manusia berguna
Kini dan selamanya..amiin

Happy Birthday Father

Happy birthday dear my beloved father..
My best friend,my guardian..
He always take me everywhere I want..
Pick me up after I went for courses or going somewhere else..
He always care,.he always listen..
But,sometimes I disappoint him..
I become arrogant and lose mind..
I'm just immature,still a little naughty daughter..
I'm sorry for all my childish things I did,father..
Thank you for all your love,care and prayer you give me..
I can't promise you anything big to give..
Wish you happy birthday..
Hope God bless you always..
I'm still not a good girl,but I'm afford to it.
Thanks for being my father..
I love you so much..
Sincerely..
Your naughty little daughter
:')


Notes ini dibuat pada ulang tahun ayahku tercinta
7 Januari 2012
Semoga aku bisa membuatmu  tersenyum bangga melihatku

Saat waktunya tiba :))

The Girl Who Can't Be Moved (ಥ ̯ ಥ)

They say I'm crazy..
They say I'm an unreasonable girl who's waiting on a guy..
You...
I waste my time here..
On the corner of the street where I first saw you..
I'm waiting and waiting..
Waiting for you till you come one day..

I believe that time you will come
reach my hand and take me somewhere I belong
Cause the one I always wait is you..
Only you..The only guy I keep thinking,loving and waiting..

I know it's tiring
waiting for a guy like you..
A cold hearted one who never care for a girl like me
But,I believe you'll come to me one day
When you see what I've done so far..
you will come to me cause you know it's just for you
I'm being like this..
A girl who can't be moved :)

#inspired by the song The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

Brokenhearted Friend

The feeling when your friend say that you stole her close friend is suck.
I still remember..
Clear and loud she said that..
Did I do wrong If I close to a boy?

Am I a jerk If I get closer to a person that close to us both?
I don't understand what she's trying to do..
I don't understand what she's trying to say,me stealing him?
It's crazy..

I steal nobody from her..



Salahku apa?aku masih terheran-heran dan sedih mengingatnya.
Bukan apa-apa,bukan cemburu buta.
Aku hanya kecewa mendengar perkataan yang keluar binasa dari mulut temanku sendiri.
Dia mengatakanku merebutnya,padahal dia yang berusaha dekat sepenuhnya padanya.
Aku tak habis pikir,hanya sering dibuat kecewa.
Sering merasa jengkel karena ulahnya.
Sebegitu dekat kah kalian sampai aku tak tau harus berbuat apa?
Tak masalah kau mengataiku apa,terserah.
Aku tidak peduli lagi dengan apapun.
Aku hanya ingin merasa bahagia,itu saja.
Kalian mau seperti apa terserah,karena aku bukan apa- apa..
Terimakasih jika kamu mau mengerti harga diriku pernah terluka karena perkataanmu.
Dia datang padaku,padamu atau pada siapapun aku tak apa..
Biarkan jalan takdir yang menentukannya..

 Hanya sebuah ungkapan hati lara seorang sahabat yang kaulukai